Sunday, March 2, 2008
PLEASE Pray...
...for help with feeding difficulties. It has gotten even worse for Lydia today. I am really confused by it, though her doctors and I should probably be used to being confused by her. She doesn't appear to be in much pain from eating...she is just refusing it...she turns her head from side to side away from the bottle when I try to feed it to her. If I try to hold her head still to eat, that's when she starts to cry. If I actually get it into her mouth, she usually starts to gag. She seems to be pretty content, otherwise...that's what really perplexes me. I know that her congestion is still miserably bad, so it could possibly have gone to ears to cause an infection...or maybe her throat is bothering her...but, I figure that if it were any of those things, she would be crying from hunger because her stomach is just about empty. She usually takes in about 24 oz in a day. Today, she has taken 6 oz. total. I can't get her to eat more than an ounce and a half at a time. I've even resorted to putting formula in her mouth with a medicine dropper and then giving her the pacifier to suck it down...no luck with that either. I weighed her this morning, and she has lost 4 oz. I'm really starting to get worried about this. The most frustrating part is that I will call the doctor in the morning, but I am almost positive that they will not know what to tell me...Lydia is just so confusing. Hopefully, if we get a diagnosis soon, that will help to answer some questions...but that doesn't help with the here and now. I will also call the endocrinologist in the morning to find out what her thyroid levels were last week...maybe that will shed a little light...we'll see. Also, Elise has her urine test tomorrow morning for the MPS disorder...keep her in your thoughts this week too please. Then she has speech therapy at LSU....Lydia has OT at home at 1:00...then Audrey has an ENT check-up at 3:45....busy day!! I will try to remember to b..r..e..a..t...h..e and trust in the Lord...I know He will be there to carry us all.
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Mandy,
We are all out there praying for you and your family. You were in my thoughts and prayers at mass this morning. I pray that you find peace of mind. Tammy's Mom, Ms. Laurie
Mandy - I found this prayer online yesterday and immediately thought of you (and me and anyone who is required to rely on the Lord minute by minute - oh that's everyone!.
Most loving Father, whose will it is for us to give thanks for all things, to fear nothing but the loss of you, and to cast all our care on you who cares for us: Preserve me from faithless fears and worldly anxieties, that no clouds of this mortal life may hide from me the light of that love which is immortal, and which you have manifested to us in your Son Jesus Christ our Lord; who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen.
He so wants us to cast our cares on Him... I don't know why it is so hard. He will carry you...
Mandy,
David and I along with all the other Toups(and you know that is alot) are keeping all of you in our prayers.... You are an awesome mother!!!!! God knew what he was doing when he sent you and Martin those precious girls...
Thanks for sharing your ups and downs with us. I make it a point to read daily and catch David up at night.
I am just a phone call away to help with housework or whatever else needs to be done. (home) 687-3776 (cell) 223-7464. Please call anytime!!!!
Hugs, kisses and lots of love!!!
Melissa Toups
Mandy,
I am Bridget's cousin.I received your lovely thank you note with the beautiful picture of Lydia.You didn't have to send anything, I'm just glad you enjoyed it.Anyway, I wanted to let you know I read your blog daily and you inspire me in so many ways.I don't think you realize the positive impact you have on everyone reading your story.Your girls are so very lucky to have you as their mom. I don't know you well, but I feel like I've been knowing you and your family by reading your blog.
My prayers are with you and your family.
Keisha Bergeron
Mandy,
You will get through this. You are indeed a great mom! Elise and Lydia are so special and lucky to have you. I am continuing to read each night and you still inspire me to be positive - even with all your ups and downs. This is truly a lifeline for many of us.
Love always,
Allison Kirkland
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